Dear Sir,Should I called you Kroos

Dear Sir,

Should I called you Kroos or Veen, or do you have any nick name?

I will be happy when somebody called me Hana, mean flower in japanese. But no one called me that, because I never ask it to anyone. And I want you to be the first man who called me that name. Just you.

I am very surprised that you replied my email. I think the guy outside will not be attracted to me, because I am a Muslim and married too.

It's an honor for me because you are willing to tell me who you are and your private life to me, which is actually a stranger person to you.
I see from the photos that you gave me, that you are seen as a warm man, and the stories that you tell me about your family, I believe that you are a loving family man.

Frankly, I joined online dating because I am interested to get acquainted with other people, and gain new insights through it, its open my eyes to see something new.


I was born in Jakarta, 26 December 1980, but grew up in Tangerang, until now. I am a wife and a mother of two daughters that I loved. I live with my mother, my second sister who was single and my daughters. It's been more than a year I try to go back to work outside the home. Although it's hard for me, because I have to leave my children, especially the little one my 4 years old daughter. But, if I did not help my husband to earn extra income, it would be very difficult for us . if I have a choice, I prefer to take care my daughters by my self. However, due to economic pressure, so I must to go to work ...

I love cooking, and I am very pleasure if I made a cake and my family liked the results. Besides cooking, I also like reading novels, especially romantic novels. I also really liked watching a romantic movie or comedy romantic, like movies and drama korea and japan. I do not know, I also wonder why I am so addicted to the romantic stories, probably because that thing does not happen in my real life. Hahahahahaa...


I do not like to shop like women in general, but probably because I currently do not have more money to spend, hahahaha .. I was a very stingy person, I never spend my own money to buy my private purposes, because I would put the needs of others, especially children and my sister.


I am is no 3 of 4 siblings. My first sister, is married and has 3 children. They lived in Cikarang.

My second sister, she not yet married, living with me and my daughters in my mother's house in Tangerang. Sometimes I feel guilty to her, because according to the myth of the Sundanese, if the younger sister married first, and that me, then she will hard to get her soul mate. Although I know, that in Islam, marriage, age, fortune and death was only God that set, but I always feel guilty about it.

My little brother, is married and will soon have a second child. He lived at home-in-law.


My father had died a long time, since I was 6 years old. However, I do not have specific memories of my father's . If I miss him, I will go to his grave and prayed there. May God received his spirit and put it into those blessed. Amen. It was also the reason for me why I like making friends with men who are older than me.


Mother, someone who I will not be able to reply her goodness,. I always pray to God, wishing all the time, May God always give her healthy and happiness, both in this world and in the hereafter. Since my father died, she chose to raise her childrens alone. Without thinking of her personal happiness, she take care us until we mature. I can only pray that may God will avenge her hard work with heaven. Amen. Until now, I always give her trouble. Oh God, give me a chance to please my mother, Amen.


I come from poor families. When I was child, my mother opened a small tailor at home, and make cakes for deposited in the shop, received an order cakes if any neighbor needed. Ever since I was little, I am accustomed to selling cakes that I take my school and then deposited in the canteen. That lasted until I graduated from high school.


Husband ... actually I do not want to tell you anything about my husband. I do not want share something or say bad thing about him, because after all, he still be my husband and especially the father of my children. In the eyes of my children, his father was a hero. I am however, still trying to survive in this marriage, although I personally Its hard fot me to love him anymore. But I believe, according to the teachings of Islam, if a wife is sincere to live her marriage life, although she feel unhappy, and then the reward is heaven. Amen. And I wanted to live it with sincerity, even if it is very heavy indeed.


Me and my husband met at work. In early 2011 we are colleagues, work at the same company, but in a different section. My husband previously is Catholic. When he told me he loved me, and willing to be Muslim in February 2012, then in October 2012, when I was pregnant four months, we were married. And in March 2013 my first daughter was born. I stopped working in 2008, with the intention to take care of my child who is entering school age.


In 2009, my husband stopped working, and opted to try his own bussines. But it did not go according to his wishes. From that moment, I feel life is more difficult than ever. My husband start to change. So, to continued my family life, I start to selling cakes. Until I have a second child, I still do that, and was run until the end of 2013. At the end of 2013, my brother in law, offered me work in the company he work at. Then from there I started working again, until today.


However, sometime I imagine myself live in a different life, a happy life, if…, ah come on, do not need to be discussed, not important ...Sorry….


I just pray, that throughout my age until later I die, I want to make all the people I love happy. And does not want to show my distress to them. Only God was my place to complain, and I ask for help. Amen


Wishing you all the best ya. May God always blessed you and your family. and surrounded by happiness. Amen


Yours

Hana


PS : I really hope thai you understand what i mentioned above, because i am not good in english...

Results (English) 3:

亲爱的先生，我应该叫你

克洛斯或过，或你有什么昵称？

我会很高兴，当有人叫我花，平均花在日本。但是没有人打电话给我，因为我从来没有向任何人要求。我要你成为第一个叫我名字的人。只是你，我很惊讶你回复我的邮件。我认为外面的人不会吸引我，因为我是一个穆斯林，也结婚了。

这是我的荣幸，因为你愿意告诉我你是谁和你的私人生活对我来说，这实际上是一个陌路人你。
我看到的照片，你给了我，，你被看作是一个温暖的人，和故事，你告诉我关于你的家庭，我相信，你是一个爱家的男人。

坦言，我加入网上约会，因为我有兴趣去了解其他人，并获得新的见解，通过它，打开我的眼睛看到一些新的。


我是出世在雅加达，1980年12月26日，但在Tangerang长大，直到现在。我是一个妻子和一个女儿，我爱的母亲。我与我的母亲，我的姐妹谁是单一和我的女儿。这已经超过了一年，我试着回去工作以外的家。虽然这对我来说很难，因为我不得不离开我的孩子，特别是小的一个我4岁的女儿。但是，如果我没有帮助我的丈夫赚取额外的收入，这将是非常困难的我们。如果我有一个选择，我宁愿照顾我的女儿，我的自我。然而，由于经济压力，所以我必须去工作，我喜欢烹饪，我非常高兴，如果我做了蛋糕和我的家人喜欢的结果。除了烹饪，我还喜欢读小说，尤其是浪漫的小说。我还真的很喜欢看一部浪漫的电影或是浪漫的电影，比如韩国和日本。我不知道，我也不知道为什么我如此迷恋浪漫的故事，可能是因为在我的现实生活中没有发生这样的事情。hahahahahaa……


我不喜欢购物就像女人一般，但可能是因为我目前没有更多的钱花，哈哈哈。我是个很小气的人，我从来没有花自己的钱买我的私人目的，因为我会把他人的需求，尤其是孩子和我的妹妹。


我是3号4个兄弟姐妹。我的第一个妹妹，已婚，有3个孩子。他们住在Cikarang。

我二姐，她还没有结婚，我和我妈妈的房子在Tangerang我女儿的生活。有时我感到内疚的她，因为根据巽他神话，如果妹妹先结婚，而我，那么她将很难找到自己的灵魂伴侣。虽然我知道，在伊斯兰教，婚姻，年龄，财富和死亡是唯一的上帝，但我总是感到内疚，我的小弟弟，结婚，不久将有一个第二个孩子。他住在家里，我的父亲死了很长一段时间，因为我是6岁。然而，我没有具体的回忆我父亲的。如果我想念他，我会去他的墓前祈祷。愿上帝得到圣灵，把它放在那被祝福的人。愿。这也是我为什么喜欢与比我年纪大的男人交朋友的原因，我的母亲，我不能回答她的善良，。我一直向上帝祈祷，愿上帝永远给她健康和幸福，在这个世界上，在来世。自从我父亲死后，她选择了独自抚养孩子。不考虑她的个人幸福，她照顾我们，直到我们成熟。祈祷，上帝会为她努力工作的天堂我只能。愿。直到现在，我总是给她烦恼。哦，上帝，请给我一个机会，请我的母亲，阿门。当我还是孩子的时候，妈妈在家里开了一个小裁缝店，在店里做蛋糕，如果有邻居需要的话，就来做蛋糕。自从我小，我习惯于卖蛋糕，我把我的学校，然后存放在食堂。这一直持续到我高中毕业为止…其实我不想告诉你任何关于我丈夫的事。我不想和他分享什么，或者说对他不好，因为毕竟他还是我的丈夫，尤其是我孩子的父亲。在我孩子的眼里，他的父亲是个英雄。但是我，仍然试图在这场婚姻中生存，虽然我个人很难因为我爱他了。但我相信，根据伊斯兰教教义，如果一个妻子是真诚的，要过她的婚姻生活，虽然她感到不高兴，然后奖励是天堂。愿。我想用真诚去生活，即使它真的很重，我和我丈夫在工作中相遇了。2011年初我们是同事，在同一家公司工作，但在不同的部门。我丈夫以前是天主教徒。当他告诉我他爱我，并愿意在二月2012，然后在十月2012，当我怀孕四个月，我们结婚了。而在3月2013日我的第一个女儿出生。2008我停止了工作，以照顾我的孩子进入学校的年龄。


2009，我丈夫停止工作，并选择尝试自己的生意。但它没有按照他的愿望去。从那一刻起，我觉得生活比以往任何时候都更加困难。我丈夫开始改变。所以，继续我的家庭生活，我开始卖蛋糕。直到我有了一个孩子，我仍然这样做，并一直运行到2013年底。2013年底，我的兄弟在法律上，向我在他工作的公司工作。然后从那里我开始重新工作，直到今天。


然而，有时我想象自己生活在一个不同的生活，一个快乐的生活，如果……，加油啊，不需要被讨论，不重要……对不起……


我只是祈祷，，在我的年龄，直到后来我死，我想让所有的人我爱快乐。不想让我的苦恼给他们。只有上帝才是我抱怨的地方，我寻求帮助。阿门，希望你们都是最好的。愿上帝保佑你和你的家人。被幸福包围。阿门


你

HANA


PS：我真的希望泰国你明白我上面提到的，因为我的英语不是很好…