You think I'm always mad when you talking to me but you're wrong, I try to understand you but you seems so confuse and you don't want to put a part of you. I really like you, I want to be with you, I want to see you but I don't want to put myself alone... That's why you should take good times, enjoy your own, be happy with yourself and maybe you'll be more confident!! At this time you should ask to yourself "what do I want" and not "if I want to be your bf". You and I it's kind of complicated right now we are so far from each other, soon you'll travel around Europe, do many things, and maybe I won't see you, it's the way of life sometime things happen sometime they don't but I still hoping the day I'll see you again. Je t'embrasse très fort