I have to be careful what I say, because i am trying verry hard not to talk about my husband. Allah literally had to take me out of the relationship, because I never would have given up. I still love him and I pray for him more than I pray for myself; but i'm just trying to be patient and put all my faith in Allah. if it is meant to be, HE will reconcile it and if not HE will make a way out. be strong, and if you ever need to talk i am here.