I just need all the support I can get 2 years ain't much but it's how in spent it locked in my room locked in a prison mentally and physically and emotionally. I just want to be free again. Find the one who will hold my hand to Jannah not take my hand and drag me to hell.
Even tho there was no physical abuse with us, to me it's almost worse because he broke my spirit. Bones heal fast yet hearts take time. I've been in a physically abusive relationship before and I swear if rather deal with my ex choking me, (because I'm a fighter) I'm tough. Than I would deal with what my Muslim husband has been doing to me for nearly a year.