Witam cię kochanie. Przeczytałam ws

Witam cię kochanie.
Przeczytałam wszystko co do mnie napisałeś i nie mogę sobie uświadomić tego w którym momencie tak strasznie cię zraniłam. Mieliśmy mówić sobie wszydtko o sobie, swoim życiu i innych sprawach po to żeby się dobrze znać i wiedzieć jakie są nasze potrzeby. Cały czas trzymałeś mbie na dystans. Nie zaproponowałeś mi rozmowy na skype, ani swojego głosu przez telefon też nie dałeś. Zresztą, wiesz co robiłeś i dlaczego ja cały czas czegoś się bałam. Bardzo często płakałam. Czułam, że przez taką oziębłość wszystko się skończy. Ale ponieważ chciałeś żeby tak było, starałam się być tobie podporządkowana. Wiedz o tym że gdy bym cię znała lepiej i miała żadnych obaw, nie zawachała bym się ci pomóc oczywiście gdy bym tylko mogła. Napisałam ci tak jak jest. Nie stać mnie na taką pomoc. *********

Następna sprawa, jest taka, że ty z kolei nigdy mnie nie pytałeś, jak ja sobie radzę, czy mam, czy nie mam jakieś kłopoty itd. Świadczy to też o tym jak bardzo cię interesuję. Wiedz o tym, że pokochałam cię bardzo. Jestem dumna z ciebie jako mężczyzny który myśli o tym jak założyć rodzinę w sposób jak najlepszy. Ale wiesz? Ja wolę żebyś ty dbał o swoje zdrowie, i nie narażał się na takie wyzwania. Jestem nauczona żyć w miarę możliwości skromnie. Nie narzekam żeby mi czegoś brakuje. A brakuje mi durzo. Przedewszystkim tak jak pisałam, brakuje mi mężczyzny którego chciałam kochać i rozpieszczać. I odwrotnie. Jesteś co prawda młodszy odemnie, ale to nie ma dla mnie znaczenia i dla nas dwojga nie konieczne są takie pieniądze o jakich piszesz. Ale ty madz prawo decydować o tym czego tobie potrzeba. Ok.

Piszesz o tym że jesteś zdesperowanyi odczuwasz ból. Dlaczego wcześniej mi nie wspomniałeś nawet jakie masz plany. ? Może prędzej byśmy się rozumieli i ty nie musiałbyś tam wyjeżdżać i nie byłoby takich niedomówień. Mówisz o tym, że czujesz się jak gdybym ciebie nie kocjała. Bardzo mi przykro, że nie dotarło to jak bardzo cię kocham. Jest tylko różnica w tum, że ja nigdy nie łączę innych spraw z miłością. Jeżeli kocham, to kocham. Sprawy inne można załatwić rozmawiając i ustalając. Miłość ma tu tyle, że pomaga nas jednoczyć. A miłość we intymna jest to zupełnie co innego. Pokochałam cię bardzo, ale widzę, ż myślimy zupełnie innymi kategoriami, pomimo, że każde z nas jest po studiach. To tak właśnie jest z miłością. Każde z nas kocha inaczej.

Samo to, że otworzyłam się przed tobą, o czymś świadczy. Ja nie mówię ci, że nie pomogę, bo nie chcę. Nie pomogę, bo nie mam jak ci pomóc. J to powinieneś wziąść pod uwagę, a nie myśleć że przestałam cię kochać. Pytasz za kogo cię mam? Za swojego najukochańszego mężczyznę. J nie poczuwam się do tego że kiedykolwiek było inaczej. Darzyłam i darzę cię szacunkiem. Nigdy ciebie nie porównywałam z nikim innym. Byłeś zawsze moim chłopakiem i nawet nie mymślałam o takich bzdurach. Myślałam o tym żeby z tobą założyć rodzinę i być razem aż do końca.

OK. Nie będę się dalej rozczulała. Ja kochanie zwracam się z tą sprawą do samego Boga z prośbą żeby pokierował twoim umysłem w podjęciu decyzji. Jestem gotowa ns najgorsze, ale wiem, że Bóg pomorze mi znieść ból jakiego się spodziewam. Proszę cię abyś uszanował naszą miłość - sam mówisz że jest unikalna-i podjął jako mężczyzna odpowiednią dla nas decyzję. CO Z NAMI DALEJ?????? MIKI.

Results (English) 1:

Hi you darling. I read everything you wrote to me and i can not realize this at which point so you zraniłam. We had to tell a wszydtko about yourself, your life and other matters to a well know and know what are our needs. All the time you keep the mbie. Do not you offered me a call on skype, or your voice over the phone or not you gave. Anyway, you know what you did and why I all the time something was scared. Very often, I cried. I felt that by such a warm response all over. But because you wanted to make it happen, I tried to be subordinate to you. Know about that when I knew you better and had no concerns, no zawachała I help you, of course, if I only could. I wrote you as is. Does not afford such assistance. *********The next thing is that you, in turn, never asked me how I am coping, whether I have or not have any trouble, etc. It is also about how much you are interested in. Know that I absolutely love you very much. I am proud of you as a man who thinks about how to start a family in the way as the best. But you know? I prefer you to you take care of your health, and do not put yourself on such challenges. I learned to live, as far as possible. Do not complain to me something is missing. And I miss durzo. Above all, as I wrote, I miss the man which I wanted to love and spoil. And vice versa. You are true, the younger from me, but this does not matter to me, and for the two of us are not necessary such money for what you write. But you madz decide about what you need. Ok.You write that you are zdesperowanyi you have pain. Why I did not previously mentioned, even what you have plans. ? Maybe sooner we understand and you don't have to go there and there would be no such misunderstandings. You say that you feel as if you do not kocjała. I am very sorry that I didn't how much I love you. Is the only difference in tum, that I will never join other matters of love. When I love, I love it. Other cases can be settled by talking and by setting. Love is here so much that helps us unite. And love in intimate it is quite something else. And I love you very much, but I see that we think completely different categories, despite the fact that each of us is after graduation. So it is with love. Each of us loves otherwise.Just that I opened in front of you, means something. I'm not talking to you, that does not help, because I do not want to. Not help, because I do not like to help you. (J) you should take into account, and do not think that I stopped loving you. You ask who do you have? For your najukochańszego. J do not feel that ever was different. Darzyłam and I have you respect. Never you porównywałam not with anyone else. You were always my boyfriend and even not mymślałam about such humbug. I've been thinking about this to start a family with you and be together until the end.Ok. I will not further rozczulała. I baby I this matter to God asking that guided your mind in the decision. I am ready to ns, but I know that God Pomerania me bear the pain which is I expect. Please you honored our love-you say that it is unique-and he as a male that is appropriate for us. WHAT ABOUT US NEXT??? MICA.

Results (English) 2:

I greet you, dear.
I read everything you wrote to me, and I can not realize this at the time so terribly hurt you. We had to talk myself wszydtko about himself, his life and other issues so that the right to know and to know what are our needs. All the time you held mbies distance. Do not you offered me a call on skype, or your voice on the phone or not you have given. Anyway, you know what you did and why I always afraid of something. Very often I cried. I felt that by the coldness all over. But because you wanted to make it happen, I tried to be subordinate to you. Know that if I knew you better, and she had no fear, no zawachała I would help, of course, if only I could. I wrote to you as it is. I can not afford such assistance. ********* The next thing is that you, in turn, never asked me how I'm doing it, if I, if I do not have any trouble etc. This shows also about how much you interested. I know that I loved you very much. I am proud of you as a man who thinks about how to start a family in the best possible way. But you know? I will want you to take care of their health, and does not expose himself to such challenges. I was taught to live as much as possible modestly. I do not complain to me there is something missing. And I miss Durzo. Above all, as I wrote, I miss the man who wanted to love and pamper. And vice versa. You are indeed younger from me, but it does not matter to me, and for the two of us do not need to be that kind of money for what you write. But you madz right to decide what you need. Ok. You write about the fact that you're zdesperowanyi feel pain. Why did I not even mention what your plans. ? Maybe sooner we understood each other and you do not have to leave there and there would be no such reticence. You say that you feel as if you do not kocjała. I'm sorry we did not realized how much I love you. There is only a difference in tum, that I would never unite other matters of love. When I love, I love it. Other matters can be settled by talking and setting. Love is so much here that helps unite us. And love in intimate is something completely different. I loved you very much, but I see f we think completely different categories, although each of us is after graduation. It is as it is with love. Each of us loves the other. Just because I opened myself to you, it means something. I do not say to you that I will not help, because I do not want to. I can not help, because I have to help you. J you should take into account, and not think that I stopped loving you. You ask for whom you have? During his most beloved man. J do not feel up to it ever been otherwise. I have blessed, and I tend to respect you. Never you do not I compared with anyone else. You were always my boyfriend and did not even mymślałam about such nonsense. I thought about it so you have a family and be together until the end. OK. I will not further rozczulała. I love turn the matter to God with a request to take charge of your mind to make a decision. I'm ready ns worst, but I know that God pomorze I bear the pain of what to expect. I ask you that you respected our love - you say that is unique-and took the man appropriate for us to decide. WHAT WITH US ON ?????? MIKI.

Results (English) 3:

welcome you, honey.i"ve read everything you wrote to me and i can"t realize this when i hurt you so bad. we"re supposed to be wszydtko about yourself, your life and other matters for well know and know what are our needs. all the time you mbie at bay. don"t offer me conversation on skype, or your voice on the phone also didn"t give. besides, you know what you did and why, i all the time something was. very often, i cried. i felt that this coldness all over. but because you wanted to be, i be you obeyed. i want you to know that when i knew you better and had no worries, no she obeyed would help, of course, if i could. i wrote you as is. i can"t afford such assistance. * * * *.another case is that you, however you never asked me how i deal, or i, or i don"t have any trouble, etc. it is also about how much you care. i want you to know that i have loved you very much. i"m proud of you as a man who thinks about how to start a family in the best way. but, you know? i prefer you to take care of his health, and don"t put on such challenges. i learned to live as far as possible modestly. don"t complain to me. something"s missing. a iot of missing me. first of all, as i wrote, i miss the man whom i wanted to love and spoil. and vice versa. you are younger than me, but that doesn"t matter to me, and for the two of us are not necessary the money what you write. but you madz right to decide what you need. ok.you write that you are zdesperowanyi feel pain. why you didn"t tell me even your plans. maybe sooner we understand and you wouldn"t have to go there and there would be no such ambiguity. you say that you feel as if you don"t kocjała. i"m very sorry i don"t understand how much i love you. it is only the difference in tum, i never hold other things with love. if i love, i love it. other business you can get talking and setting. love is so much, that helps us unite. and in intimate love is completely different. i loved you very much, but i can see that we think all other categories, despite the fact that each of us is at college. it is with love. each of us loves differently.as i opened up to you, saying something. i don"t tell you that i can"t help, because i don"t want to. i can"t help, because i can"t help you. you should take account of j, and don"t think i"ve stopped loving you. ask who you are? for your loveliest man. j don"t like it that i was different. i had and i respect you. you don"t never compared. with anyone else. you were always my boyfriend and i don"t even mymślałam about such nonsense. i"ve thought about you a family and be together till the end.ok. i won"t go rozczulała. honey, i ask this matter to the god asked to direct your mind in the decision. i"m ready ns the worst, but i know that god will help me bear the pain that i expect. please respect our love - you say that is unique and has a man suitable for the us decision. what about us? ?? ?? ? mica.