Thank you for your sweet honesty to me, and goodbye." He wrung my hand, and taking up his hat, went straight out of the room without looking back, without a tear or a quiver or a pause, and I am crying like a baby.
Oh, why must a man like that be made unhappy when there are lots of girls about who would worship the very ground he trod on? I know I would if I were free, only I don't want to be free My dear, this quite upset me, and I feel I cannot write of happiness just at once, after telling you of it, and I don't wish to tell of the number Three until it can be all happy. Ever your loving . . . Lucy
P. S.--Oh, about number Three, I needn't tell you of number Three, need I? Besides, it was all so confused. It seemed only a moment from his coming into the room till both his arms were round me, and he was kissing me. I am very, very happy, and I don't know what I have done to deserve it. I must only try in the future to show that I am not ungrateful to God for all His goodness to me in sending to me such a lover, such a husband, and such a friend.
Goodbye.
DR. SEWARD'S DIARY (Kept in phonograph)
25 May.--Ebb tide in appetite today. Cannot eat, cannot rest, so diary instead. since my rebuff of yesterday I have a sort of empty feeling. Nothing in the world seems of sufficient importance to be worth the doing. As I knew that the only cure for this sort of thing was work, I went amongst the patients. I picked out one who has afforded me a study of much interest. He is so quaint that I am determined to understand him as well as I can. Today I seemed to get nearer than ever before to the heart of his mystery.
I questioned him more fully than I had ever done, with a view to making myself master of the facts of his hallucination. In my manner of doing it there was, I now see, something of cruelty. I seemed to wish to keep him to the point of his madness, a thing which I avoid with the patients as I would the mouth of hell.
(Mem., Under what circumstances would I not avoid the pit of hell?) Omnia Romae venalia sunt. Hell has its price! If there be anything behind this instinct it will be valuable to trace it afterwards accurately, so I had better commence to do so, therefore . . .
R. M, Renfield, age 59. Sanguine temperament, great physical strength, morbidly excitable, periods of gloom, ending in some fixed idea which I cannot make out. I presume that the sanguine temperament itself and the disturbing influence end in a mentally-accomplished finish, a possibly dangerous man, probably dangerous if unselfish. In selfish men caution is as secure an armour for their foes as for themselves. What I think of on this point is, when self is the fixed point the centripetal force is balanced with the centrifugal. When duty, a cause, etc., is the fixed point, the latter force is paramount, and only accident of a series of accidents can balance it.
LETTER, QUINCEY P. MORRIS TO HON. ARTHUR HOLMOOD
25 May.
My dear Art,
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ขอบคุณสำหรับความซื่อสัตย์ของคุณหวานกับฉัน และลา" Wrung มือของฉัน และค่าหมวกของเขา ก็ตรงออกไปนอกห้องโดยไม่มองกลับ โดยไม่มีการฉีกขาด หรือ quiver แบบ หรือหยุดชั่ว คราว และฉันกำลังร้องไห้เหมือนทารกโอ้ ทำไมต้องคนอย่างที่ทำไม่มีความสุขเมื่อมีจำนวนมากของผู้หญิงเกี่ยวกับการที่จะบูชามากได้เขา trod บนพื้นดินหรือไม่ ฉันรู้ว่า ฉันจะถ้าฉันเป็นฟรี เพียงฉันไม่ต้องการให้ ฟรียาหยี นี้ค่อนข้างอารมณ์เสียฉัน และฉันไม่สามารถเขียนความสุขเพียงครั้ง หลังจากการแจ้งของมัน และฉันไม่ต้องการบอกหมายเลข 3 จนกว่าจะมีความสุขทั้งหมด เคยรักของคุณ... ลูซี่P. S. - โอ้ เกี่ยวกับเลข สาม ไม่จำเป็นต้องแจ้งหมายเลขสาม คุณต้องฉัน นอก ไม่ให้สับสน มันดูเหมือนเพียงครู่ของเขามาในห้องจนแขนของเขามีรอบฉัน และเขาถูกจูบฉัน ฉันมีความสุขมาก มาก และไม่ทราบอะไรที่ผมทำไปสมควร ต้องเฉพาะพยายามในอนาคตแสดงว่า ฉันไม่ ungrateful พระเจ้าสำหรับพระอื่น ๆ การในส่งให้ฉันเป็นคนรัก สามีดังกล่าว และเพื่อนแค่นี้นะดร.เวิร์ดไดอารี่ (Kept ในแผ่น)25 May.--Ebb tide in appetite today. Cannot eat, cannot rest, so diary instead. since my rebuff of yesterday I have a sort of empty feeling. Nothing in the world seems of sufficient importance to be worth the doing. As I knew that the only cure for this sort of thing was work, I went amongst the patients. I picked out one who has afforded me a study of much interest. He is so quaint that I am determined to understand him as well as I can. Today I seemed to get nearer than ever before to the heart of his mystery.I questioned him more fully than I had ever done, with a view to making myself master of the facts of his hallucination. In my manner of doing it there was, I now see, something of cruelty. I seemed to wish to keep him to the point of his madness, a thing which I avoid with the patients as I would the mouth of hell.(Mem., Under what circumstances would I not avoid the pit of hell?) Omnia Romae venalia sunt. Hell has its price! If there be anything behind this instinct it will be valuable to trace it afterwards accurately, so I had better commence to do so, therefore . . .R. M, Renfield, age 59. Sanguine temperament, great physical strength, morbidly excitable, periods of gloom, ending in some fixed idea which I cannot make out. I presume that the sanguine temperament itself and the disturbing influence end in a mentally-accomplished finish, a possibly dangerous man, probably dangerous if unselfish. In selfish men caution is as secure an armour for their foes as for themselves. What I think of on this point is, when self is the fixed point the centripetal force is balanced with the centrifugal. When duty, a cause, etc., is the fixed point, the latter force is paramount, and only accident of a series of accidents can balance it.LETTER, QUINCEY P. MORRIS TO HON. ARTHUR HOLMOOD25 May.My dear Art,
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