Dear Sir,Should I called you Kroos

Dear Sir,

Should I called you Kroos or Veen, or do you have any nick name?

I will be happy when somebody called me Hana, mean flower in japanese. But no one called me that, because I never ask it to anyone. And I want you to be the first man who called me that name. Just you.

I am very surprised that you replied my email. I think the guy outside will not be attracted to me, because I am a Muslim and married too.

It's an honor for me because you are willing to tell me who you are and your private life to me, which is actually a stranger person to you.
I see from the photos that you gave me, that you are seen as a warm man, and the stories that you tell me about your family, I believe that you are a loving family man.

Frankly, I joined online dating because I am interested to get acquainted with other people, and gain new insights through it, its open my eyes to see something new.


I was born in Jakarta, 26 December 1980, but grew up in Tangerang, until now. I am a wife and a mother of two daughters that I loved. I live with my mother, my second sister who was single and my daughters. It's been more than a year I try to go back to work outside the home. Although it's hard for me, because I have to leave my children, especially the little one my 4 years old daughter. But, if I did not help my husband to earn extra income, it would be very difficult for us . if I have a choice, I prefer to take care my daughters by my self. However, due to economic pressure, so I must to go to work ...

I love cooking, and I am very pleasure if I made a cake and my family liked the results. Besides cooking, I also like reading novels, especially romantic novels. I also really liked watching a romantic movie or comedy romantic, like movies and drama korea and japan. I do not know, I also wonder why I am so addicted to the romantic stories, probably because that thing does not happen in my real life. Hahahahahaa...


I do not like to shop like women in general, but probably because I currently do not have more money to spend, hahahaha .. I was a very stingy person, I never spend my own money to buy my private purposes, because I would put the needs of others, especially children and my sister.


I am is no 3 of 4 siblings. My first sister, is married and has 3 children. They lived in Cikarang.

My second sister, she not yet married, living with me and my daughters in my mother's house in Tangerang. Sometimes I feel guilty to her, because according to the myth of the Sundanese, if the younger sister married first, and that me, then she will hard to get her soul mate. Although I know, that in Islam, marriage, age, fortune and death was only God that set, but I always feel guilty about it.

My little brother, is married and will soon have a second child. He lived at home-in-law.


My father had died a long time, since I was 6 years old. However, I do not have specific memories of my father's . If I miss him, I will go to his grave and prayed there. May God received his spirit and put it into those blessed. Amen. It was also the reason for me why I like making friends with men who are older than me.


Mother, someone who I will not be able to reply her goodness,. I always pray to God, wishing all the time, May God always give her healthy and happiness, both in this world and in the hereafter. Since my father died, she chose to raise her childrens alone. Without thinking of her personal happiness, she take care us until we mature. I can only pray that may God will avenge her hard work with heaven. Amen. Until now, I always give her trouble. Oh God, give me a chance to please my mother, Amen.


I come from poor families. When I was child, my mother opened a small tailor at home, and make cakes for deposited in the shop, received an order cakes if any neighbor needed. Ever since I was little, I am accustomed to selling cakes that I take my school and then deposited in the canteen. That lasted until I graduated from high school.


Husband ... actually I do not want to tell you anything about my husband. I do not want share something or say bad thing about him, because after all, he still be my husband and especially the father of my children. In the eyes of my children, his father was a hero. I am however, still trying to survive in this marriage, although I personally Its hard fot me to love him anymore. But I believe, according to the teachings of Islam, if a wife is sincere to live her marriage life, although she feel unhappy, and then the reward is heaven. Amen. And I wanted to live it with sincerity, even if it is very heavy indeed.


Me and my husband met at work. In early 2011 we are colleagues, work at the same company, but in a different section. My husband previously is Catholic. When he told me he loved me, and willing to be Muslim in February 2012, then in October 2012, when I was pregnant four months, we were married. And in March 2013 my first daughter was born. I stopped working in 2008, with the intention to take care of my child who is entering school age.


In 2009, my husband stopped working, and opted to try his own bussines. But it did not go according to his wishes. From that moment, I feel life is more difficult than ever. My husband start to change. So, to continued my family life, I start to selling cakes. Until I have a second child, I still do that, and was run until the end of 2013. At the end of 2013, my brother in law, offered me work in the company he work at. Then from there I started working again, until today.


However, sometime I imagine myself live in a different life, a happy life, if…, ah come on, do not need to be discussed, not important ...Sorry….


I just pray, that throughout my age until later I die, I want to make all the people I love happy. And does not want to show my distress to them. Only God was my place to complain, and I ask for help. Amen


Wishing you all the best ya. May God always blessed you and your family. and surrounded by happiness. Amen


Yours

Hana


PS : I really hope thai you understand what i mentioned above, because i am not good in english...

Results (English) 3:

亲爱的先生，我应该叫你

克洛斯或过，或你有什么昵称？

我会很高兴，当有人叫我花，平均花在日本。但是没有人打电话给我，因为我从来没有向任何人要求。我要你成为第一个叫我名字的人。只是你，我很惊讶你回复我的邮件。我认为外面的人不会吸引我，因为我是一个穆斯林，也结婚了。

这是我的荣幸，因为你愿意告诉我你是谁和你的私人生活对我来说，这实际上是一个陌路人你。
我看到的照片，你给了我，，你被看作是一个温暖的人，和故事，你告诉我关于你的家庭，我相信，你是一个爱家的男人。

坦言，我加入网上约会，因为我有兴趣去了解其他人，并获得新的见解，通过它，打开我的眼睛看到一些新的。


我是出世在雅加达，1980年12月26日，但在Tangerang长大，直到现在。我是一个妻子和一个女儿，我爱的母亲。我与我的母亲，我的姐妹谁是单一和我的女儿。这已经超过了一年，我试着回去工作以外的家。虽然这对我来说很难，因为我不得不离开我的孩子，特别是小的一个我4岁的女儿。但是，如果我没有帮助我的丈夫赚取额外的收入，这将是非常困难的我们。如果我有一个选择，我宁愿照顾我的女儿，我的自我。然而，由于经济压力，所以我必须去工作，我喜欢烹饪，我非常高兴，如果我做了蛋糕和我的家人喜欢的结果。除了烹饪，我还喜欢读小说，尤其是浪漫的小说。我还真的很喜欢看一部浪漫的电影或是浪漫的电影，比如韩国和日本。我不知道，我也不知道为什么我如此迷恋浪漫的故事，